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Saturday, 11 April 2015
What is a "ladyboy"? A ladyboy is someone born a man and then spends their whole life working on becoming a woman. Of course this then means meeting men and functioning as a "woman". Not all still have their male genitals, and thankfully the one I dated didn't!
How did it come about that I ended up dating a ladyboy? Well I was sort of drawn in to this, and when you learn how some of these ladyboys are brought up then you will understand. I am told, on good authority, that from an early age these ladyboys have it drilled into them about getting the most out of others for themselves.
Of course there are exceptions to the rule, so I have been told. Some ladyboys have been forced into the sex trade, sort of sex slaves and then that is when these psychological changes occur.
So I guess I was simply waiting to be selected as a target for one of them, and well and truly chased I was. Although looking back on it, it looked like I was doing all of the running but now I can see how I was drawn in like a moth to the flame, and a willing moth at that!
Could I tell it was a ladyboy? Of course not, because I was blinded by so many other things I was not even in that way of thinking. After we broke up lots of people that knew told me they knew it was a ladyboy! But why didn't they tell me at the time? Well they didn't want to hurt my feelings, or so they said!
At first it was a repulsive thought, but then when I thought on it I felt as if though I had been dating a lady, as all was in place, so to speak. But gender reassignment surgery is so good these days, the only giveaway, if any, was his/her large hands, which I suppose surgery would be a tough one to reduce the hand size!
I had no doubt about my sexual orientation, and to me this was a woman. A long story could ensue here but I just want to keep it simple. To put it bluntly, I was duped and was very nearly deep-fried. Was I a target? Hmmm, more than likely.
How I could not see that this was a ladyboy with transgender reassignment may come across as shallow, but I felt I was in love, but of course that is the ploy of them ... to make you think you are in love. However, ladyboys are really insecure people and it wasn't long before their jealousy and frailties started to surface, and the ensuing arguements were no one's business! This brought an end to it all, as I was not going to put up with it anymore.
If I was told I was dating a ladyboy would I have stopped dating him/her? Woo-hoo, this is a tough one! All I can say that is even if it was a full-blooded female I would not have put up with all of the arguing, I would have walked away as I did here. If I was content and then found out that they werre a ladyboy then maybe I would have just laughed it off, but they were terribly insecure within themselves ... always wanting reassurance that they had good nails, dressed smarty and that sort of thing. Of course what woman doesn't want such reassurance, but this was a little too often and looking back on it I can see it was not normal.
Don't get me wrong, this ladyboy was very affectionate, but the male hormones tended to kick in at the oddest of times and they would just blow up for no reason and start an argument out of fresh air!
Looking back on the experience I can see all of the signs were there that I just did not read, they were all there for me to see! Was it a bad experience? Hmmm another tough question. I am free of the insecure person I was dating, that is one thing for sure. Perhaps if I could mix and match a ladyboy's affection into a real woman and have the real woman's placid nature then it would have been something that could have lasted, but to me I feel ladyboys are flawed in the sense that they still carry the male hormone.
If they developed into a woman naturally then that would be something else, but with all of the drugs they take to change them and the surgery, well it cannot change their mindsets into that of a full blown woman.
I should know, as I am a master of Mind Power and if you want to see what I do then take a look at some of my websites in the links below.
Wednesday, 1 April 2015
|Brought to you by Mind Power expert Stephen Richards|
What do you do every night before you go to bed? Before you go to sleep? Do you visualize what you desire or do you just pass it off as la la?
Well let me tell you a true story about how Genevieve Behrend attracted $20,000, and all because she wanted to work as sole student under what she considered the greatest mind alive! As well as that she also persuaded Thomas Troward to take her on - using solely the power of the Law of Attraction!
Genevieve used that power to work for her to change help change her life (attracting $20,000 so she could travel to Troward and support herself while a student).
This is the method used by Genevieve, and actually continues to work for you to get you whatever you want in life...
Every night, before going to sleep, Genevieve made a mental picture of the desired $20,000. Twenty $1,000 bills were counted over each night in her bedroom, and then, with the idea of more emphatically impressing her mind with the fact that this twenty thousand dollars was for the purpose of going to England and studying with Troward, she wrote out her picture, saw herself buying a steamer ticket, walking up and down the ship's deck from New York to London, and, finally, saw herself accepted as Troward's pupil!
This process was repeated every morning and every evening, always impressing more and more fully upon my mind Troward's memorized statement: "My mind is a center of Divine operations."
Genevieve endeavored to keep this statement in the back part of her consciousness all the time with no thought in mind as how the money might be obtained.
Probably the reason why there was no thought of the avenues through which the money might reach her was because she could not possibly imagine where the $20,000 would come from. So she simply held her thought steady and let the power of attraction find its own ways and means.
One day while walking on the street, taking deep breathing exercises, the thought came to her: "My mind is surely a center of Divine operation. If I want this money to study with Troward that I may know the truth of Life, then both the money and the truth must be mine, though I am unable to feel or see the physical manifestations of either; still," she declared, "it must be mine."
While these reflections were going on in her mind, there seemed to come up from within her the thought: "I am all the substance there is." Then, from another channel in her brain the answer seemed to come, "Of course, that's it; everything must have its beginning in mind.”
“The "I" of the Idea, must be the only one and primary substance there is, and this means money as well as everything else." Genevieve’s mind accepted this idea, and immediately all the tension of mind and body was relaxed.
There was a feeling of absolute certainty of being in touch with all the power Life has to give. All thought of money, teacher, or even her own personality, vanished in the great wave of joy which swept over her entire being.
Genevieve walked on and on with this feeling of joy steadily increasing and expanding until everything about her seemed aglow with resplendent light. Every person she passed was illuminated as she was. All consciousness of personality had disappeared, and in its place there came that great and almost overwhelming sense of joy and contentment.
That night when she made her picture of the twenty thousand dollars it was with an entirely changed aspect. On previous occasions, when making my mental picture, she had felt that she was waking up something within herself. This time there was no sensation of effort. Genevieve simply counted over the twenty thousand dollars.
Then, in a most unexpected manner, from a source of which she had no consciousness at the time, there seemed to open a possible avenue through which the money might reach her.
At first it took great effort not to be excited. It all seemed so wonderful, so glorious to be in touch with supply. But had not Troward cautioned his readers to keep all excitement out of their minds in the first flush of realization of union with Infinite supply, and to treat this fact as a perfectly natural result that had been reached through our demand?
This was even more difficult for Genevieve than it was to hold the thought that "all the substance there is, I am; I (idea) am the beginning of all form, visible or invisible."
Just as soon as there appeared a circumstance which indicated the direction through which the twenty thousand dollars might come, Genevieve not only made a supreme effort to regard the indicated direction calmly as the first sprout of the seed she had sown in the absolute, but left no stone unturned to follow up that direction by fulfilling her part. By so doing one circumstance seemed naturally to lead to another, until, step-by-step, her desired twenty thousand dollars was secured. To keep her mind poised and free from excitement was her greatest effort.
Thank you for the source of this from: Your Invisible Power - How I Attracted Twenty Thousand Dollars - Genevieve Behrend
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